Varma öl och kalla element...

Don't you just love that title? I think it's great. I guess I'm thirsty, and I'm out of smokes. (Mainly because I gave up fags a long time ago... What is it now, two years?)

It's sunday morning. It's around 6.50 AM. I've been awake for apporx 3 hours. I just woke up. Went to bed kinda late. Slept for 3 hours, and woke up. Just like that.

My flat mate is in Prague. I guess I feel a tad lonely. And it's freakin' cold. I was walking home from a friends house earlier tonight, and it was -18C. That's too cold if you ask me.

To sum the rest of it up, I need a vacation. I went to see Lustans Lakejer at Debaser Medis last week. It wasn't that bad actually. I missed a great party due to being sober. This may sound weird, but I'm actually considering the drinking. Yeah, I am. I've never been much of a drinker, but this whole not drinking ever... It's not doing it for me. I'd never smoke again. I'd never eat meat again. I'd never do the whole snus thing either. I don't really miss drinking, but I miss the social interaction. It was easier when my flatmate didn't drink either. Now when we go out. I'm the only one not drinking. I don't have a problem with people having a problem with me for that, I have a problem with me not doing it and losing the patience with people. I do not enjoy going out anymore. This summer, I'm back on the wagon. Or is it off the wagon? And doesn't that imply you have some kind of drinking problem? I don't have a drinking problem. I have a problem with not drinking.

Call me...

We've all been there... Damn you iPhone!


286 days as a vegan, and another 276 days without tobacco and snus. Still going strong. I guess this is it.

I'm tired. I've been working way too much. It's starting to build up. It's almost like before I almost went down like a sinking ship. I don't like it at all. I need to do something about it. Something's gotta change. It's rather alarming when stuff you normally consider to be quite fun, rather boring, and when you're not in the mood of doing anything really. That's never good. Not a good sign.

However, I've always pulled through before. Why would this be  anything different?