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It's impossible to pass this by. A great mind just left us. Rest in peace Steve...

They are. I can feel it. Just you wait and see. I can feel the storm coming. I can see it rising. It's worrying. I don't like it. Not at all.

After the storm... After the tearing... The aftermath. I'm curious and scared. At the same time.

What a strange world we live in. Some great things may happen, at the same time as something completely insane takes place...

The tragedy in Norway is one thing. It's all so sad, and my thoughts and regards goes out to all the people who might have lost someone in the tragedy.

Amy Winehouse is another tragedy. I think the whole world knew she would never make it to 30. It's very sad. It really is. I'm not a big fan of her, but I do recognize talent. And her unique way. With out the drugs. She was cool. Except for the drugs of course. She will be missed. I'm sure.


At the same time, two of my friends became parents. Big congrats to both of you! It's a nice thing to see that at least that very same week wasn't all bad. Something great came out of it too.

I think that is a great way of ending this right here, right now...

I should have been at the VIP stand yesterday. I missed it. I slept instead. So tired. All the time. Weird. Well, at least I found a nice tomato soup. Very easy to make. And it's great.

Soup!

Passed one year as a vegan. No cheating. No smoking. No drinking even. For what reason? Well, I think I'm about to find out. I think that I need to take care of some stuff that's been hiding way back in my head. It's about time I do that. Someone recently made me aware of some of my current flaws. They are kinda taking over, and I guess I need to sort it somehow. Well, try to sort it somehow anyway. Wish me luck!

This however can not pass...

This is a link to kissies.se. Her famous analysis of the death of Usama Bin Laden.

Besides that, I've got a new computer. And it's lit by blue leds. Geeky. I just love it!

Besides that, I am now celebrating 374 days as a vegan. And 364 days without tobacco. That's almost a year. Not bad...

I guess this marks the time when I actually stop counting the days...

Don't you just love that title? I think it's great. I guess I'm thirsty, and I'm out of smokes. (Mainly because I gave up fags a long time ago... What is it now, two years?)

It's sunday morning. It's around 6.50 AM. I've been awake for apporx 3 hours. I just woke up. Went to bed kinda late. Slept for 3 hours, and woke up. Just like that.

My flat mate is in Prague. I guess I feel a tad lonely. And it's freakin' cold. I was walking home from a friends house earlier tonight, and it was -18C. That's too cold if you ask me.

To sum the rest of it up, I need a vacation. I went to see Lustans Lakejer at Debaser Medis last week. It wasn't that bad actually. I missed a great party due to being sober. This may sound weird, but I'm actually considering the drinking. Yeah, I am. I've never been much of a drinker, but this whole not drinking ever... It's not doing it for me. I'd never smoke again. I'd never eat meat again. I'd never do the whole snus thing either. I don't really miss drinking, but I miss the social interaction. It was easier when my flatmate didn't drink either. Now when we go out. I'm the only one not drinking. I don't have a problem with people having a problem with me for that, I have a problem with me not doing it and losing the patience with people. I do not enjoy going out anymore. This summer, I'm back on the wagon. Or is it off the wagon? And doesn't that imply you have some kind of drinking problem? I don't have a drinking problem. I have a problem with not drinking.

We've all been there... Damn you iPhone!

286 days as a vegan, and another 276 days without tobacco and snus. Still going strong. I guess this is it.

I'm tired. I've been working way too much. It's starting to build up. It's almost like before I almost went down like a sinking ship. I don't like it at all. I need to do something about it. Something's gotta change. It's rather alarming when stuff you normally consider to be quite fun, rather boring, and when you're not in the mood of doing anything really. That's never good. Not a good sign.

However, I've always pulled through before. Why would this be  anything different?

Yup. For real. I can't really sleep. That sux. I'm so tired today, I feel weak and a bit dizzy. And cold. I'm freezing all the time. I need to go get something warm. Come to think of it, I guess I didn't really eat anything since yesterday afternoon. No wonder I'm not feeling too good.

Bad circle. Need to break this habit. I need a change. A big one! Next year is going to be different. I'm sure of it. Because I've decided it should be.

Yup, that's it. That's all I have to say. For now. Nothing... Empty. Sad. That would be it.

Just hit 200 days as a vegan. Time flies. That would also make it 190 days without any form of tobacco or alcohol. Feels great.

"And people thought it wouldn't last..."

I know I haven't really updated recently, but I will in the future. I recently did a health check. I was having nightmares about me being forcefed raw meat, due to low protine. However, I was fine. I was in great shape actually. Except for the iron in my blood. It was a bit low. I had to get Hemofer. It's what they give to pregnant women. Imagine that.

Now I should be better soon I hope. I've got this nasty cold or flu or whatever it is. I'm still coughing. It sux.

Jesper came by work today. That was really nice. Haven't seen him in a long time...

Not that it matters, but I need to get this off my chest. My EVE account was hacked, I lost all my stuff, my ships and everything. That sucked. Big time...

However, I'm hooked on Call of Duty: Black ops... Online gaming, that's the shit. It's a shame I suck at it... And, I switched from XBOX 360 to a PS3. Sorry Sony guys, NHL11 is much better on a 360...

This is brilliant. Check it out.

Now, I'm pretty sure that The Jesus & Mary Chain should have been on this list.

I'm tired. Didn't sleep too good last night. And now, my back is killing me. Don't know what happend. Finished Uncharted 2: Among thieves yesterday. A bit sad it's already done. I liked them both. I played them back to back.

Upcoming weekend, I'm off for Kalmar/Karlskrona.

Today I've lived as a vegan för 150 days. And there has been no tobacco or snus för 140 days. Not too bad.