superdigital

Friday Feb 6, 20:50

I've seen a lot of movies. I've seen a lot of shitty ones. You know a movie is really bad when you get hang ups on the cast. I've been forcing myself through Transporter 3. I really can't recommend this one. It is really really bad. The first one was ok. The second one was not very good but entertaining. This last one (yes, let's hope they never make another Transporter) was really bad. I've been watching Mythbusters. Cars don't explode while falling off a cliff. Unless someone is shooting at it with a minigun. No, this Is just a really bad movie. Stay away. It's a movie about garbage, and that's just what it is. Garbage. The only good thing is the soundtrack.

Sunday Feb 8, 18:40

I've had a great weekend. I've just been to Gothenburg for a Metallhundarna reunion. It was fucking awesome too see them all again. It's been years... We all swore it's not gonna happen again. Ivan invited one of his friends. He brought along several beers of different kind, and we got to try some of them. It was really cool. He told us why they tasted the way they did, and also a bit about the history about the beers. We had some really good ones. It was very interesting. We had a blast all weekend. Even though I suck at bowling, and poker! It was so good to see the guys again. I hope I will be the host next time around. First I need a place of my own. All in good time. It'll work out somehow. Ivan had a great apartment. It's a shame I didn't get to see his son and girlfriend. Next time. I'm looking forward to it already.

My next trip will be to Prague. I get to go to Promax this year. It's gonna be cool. I ‘ve never been to Prague before. I'm stoked.

Metallhundarna 2009

I think most of my friends know I support Arsenal. However, I'm not gonna mention todays draw against Tottenham. No, I want to pay a tribute to Ryan Giggs. Yes, I don't have any problems appreciating players from other teams. No, I don't have to say anything bad about any team. (Except for Chelsea of course...)

Ryan Giggs started out in Manchester United in 1992. He has scored goals in every season ever since. In todays match against West Ham, he was the only scorer. Imagine that. He has scored in EVERY season the past 17 years. I'm impressed. Giggsy, U da man... All day long. Now, this must be some kind of record?

And oh... Here is a picture supporting the fact I suck at bowling. Just look at my score. You might say I've got some ups and downs...

See for yourself:



And no. I didn't get a third strike in the 9th... And HCP 0? I've got loads of them!

I guess this will be one of the final entries for 2008. I know it became a lot better than last year. Let's just hope 2009 will be even better.

Christmas has passed. I normaly suffer from anxiety attacks during this time of the year. I was so looking forward to spending christmas with someone particular in mind. However, things didn't work out that way. You can't always get what you want. I know that. I am blessed with some amazing friends. C took care of me during x-mas. I can never thank her enough for letting me spend it with her family. I know I had options even. Amazing friends. Not just here in Kalmar.

I am truly blessed. And I would gladly give up my own life for any of them. It may sound stupid, silly or even just ridiculous. It is however the truth. I love you guys.

One final thought goes out to my mom. You know I miss you mom. I'll visit you tomorrow. I'll try to push myself there. I will have to do it. I promised someone to do it.

I miss you so much. I love you mom.

The end of 2008 has been, well... Not as good as it could have been. Things just don't work out, and you can't really do something about it. You miss stuff. That makes perfect sense.

Tonight I lost someone dear to me. Someone close to me. I correct myself, I found out I lost someone dear to me tonight. I'm thinking of cutting my vacation short and returning to Sthlm sooner than planned. It all comes down to the funeral.

This is for you...

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Mate, I'm gonna miss you a lot. I know we haven't seen so much of each other these past few months. Doesn't mean I wasn't thinking about you. It's the other way around. I wish things didn't turn out the way they did. I wish I could have done something. I can't believe you're really gone. I am gonna miss you. I'm gonna miss not having you around.

Tonight I found out you shot yourself full of heroin. A fucking uncool way of dying. I hate drugs. More than ever. I will never judge you for what you did. I'm angry you left me. I just wish this was a bad dream. I wish I could have done something. I wish I could have been there to at least try to stop you. I know I'll always remember you. Not for this. For all the good times we had. I'll make you a promise right here; I'll never forget about you. I also promise to smile at least once for you every now and then. The drugs didn't work. They just made you worse. I can't believe I just tried to sum up your life in a few words. You meant a lot to many people. There are several of us who will miss you a lot. I know I'm not alone. I hope you found peace. I hope you can read this. I hope you know I will never forget you.

C ya around mate. R.I.P.

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I'm having trouble sleeping. It's a good thing my christmas holiday is coming up rather soon. I guess I'll sleep, sleep and sleep. Last time I went home, I realized I wasn't comfortable in my own bed. The one that's parked at my fathers place. I was much more comfortable somewhere else. I think that's the last time I got a really good nights sleep. And it's a long time ago.

Busy week this one. Tomorrow I'm off for a birthday party. Thursday is quiznight at Pet Sounds Bar. (We're gonna get crushed... But who cares). This friday, it's time for the companys christmas party. This will be my third x-mas party with this company. The other two, they were... Memorable. Quite looking forward to it. I need to do some final x-mas shopping too. I thought I'd do it way before x-mas sneaks up on you. I'm just not sure how I'm gonna get all the stuff I bought on the bus. Ah well, things will work out fine. They always work out in the end.

Quiznight was not too bad. We came in at 3rd place. We're going back on the 18th. I had a very nice phonecall last night. Let me just say, I do understand more now. It's unfortunate things are the way they are, but they could be a lot worse. Believe me, it could. We spoke for hours, and we cleared the air. Really, there was nothing to clear, we just talked about it and held nothing back.

Things are the way they are. But I'm not sad. I just miss you. But you know all that already. I put it all down for you. And I hope you find use for it. JUST DON'T SHAVE YOUR CAT!! ;)

Need to get my sleep in order. I've had trouble sleeping way too long now. And it's beginning to show. Well, it's not like I'm growing grey hairs or anything. Wait, I AM! ;)

The downsides of being out way too late, well let's not even go there. No more drinky drinky for me for a looong time. *sigh*

The aftermath of the Mobile Homes concert last night. Well, I'm staying put at home today. Sugar Bar was packed last night. I think their previous record was some 124 persons. Last night, a new record. 180 persons crammed in a small place holding a max capacity of 150. It was fun.

People was really into the new songs, and they even had a shot at singing along to Close. The set included I know I will die, Feeling better, Nostalgia and three new songs as well. Both singles from their upcoming album "Today is your lucky day". It will be out on Megahype, early next year.

I read something interesting today. Did you know it's really dangerous being a rockstar? At least statistically when it comes to rockstars breaking through late 60's and 70's.

Just look at this list of dead rockstars.

Sid Vicious, Johnny Thunders, Phil Lynott, Janis Joplin, Jimi Hendrix, John Bonham, Jim Morrison, Marc Bolan, Eddie Cochran, Brian Epstein, Duane Allman, Cozy Powell, Alex Harvey, Ricky Nelson, Bonn Scott, Pete Ham, Johnny Kidd, Rory Gallagher, Brian Jones... Well, the list goes on and on.

Of the 321 well known musicians who all died prematurely in the glory of rock'n'roll,

40 was taken by drugs, 36 was taken by suicide and a whapping 22 by plane or helicopter crashes. 35 died in cars, 18 were murdered, 9 downed their own vomit and 5 in their own swimming pools. Picking up a guitar in London during the 1970's was more leathal than picking up a rifle in Stalingrad in 1942.

At the time, coming home from school, telling your mum you were going to be a Formula One driver, would have prompted a sigh from her saying "Thank God you're not in a band."

Now, things are a bit different. With the exception of Kurt Cobain who sadly blew his whatever all over a wall with a shotgun. And Michael Hutchence who went to meet his maker with an orange in his mouth. Todays rockstars are in better shape than the ones in the seventis.

Even the Gallaghers of Oasis cleaned up their act and stay well out of their swimming pools. That applies to Bobby Gillespie of Primal Scream as well.

Let's hope this is a trend. There will always be exceptions. There always are. At least according to Jeremy Clarkson.