Insomina...
Yup. For real. I can't really sleep. That sux. I'm so tired today, I feel weak and a bit dizzy. And cold. I'm freezing all the time. I need to go get something warm. Come to think of it, I guess I didn't really eat anything since yesterday afternoon. No wonder I'm not feeling too good.
Bad circle. Need to break this habit. I need a change. A big one! Next year is going to be different. I'm sure of it. Because I've decided it should be.
Bad circle. Need to break this habit. I need a change. A big one! Next year is going to be different. I'm sure of it. Because I've decided it should be.
Nothing...
Yup, that's it. That's all I have to say. For now. Nothing... Empty. Sad. That would be it.
These days...
Just hit 200 days as a vegan. Time flies. That would also make it 190 days without any form of tobacco or alcohol. Feels great.
"And people thought it wouldn't last..."
I know I haven't really updated recently, but I will in the future. I recently did a health check. I was having nightmares about me being forcefed raw meat, due to low protine. However, I was fine. I was in great shape actually. Except for the iron in my blood. It was a bit low. I had to get Hemofer. It's what they give to pregnant women. Imagine that.
Now I should be better soon I hope. I've got this nasty cold or flu or whatever it is. I'm still coughing. It sux.
Jesper came by work today. That was really nice. Haven't seen him in a long time...
Not that it matters, but I need to get this off my chest. My EVE account was hacked, I lost all my stuff, my ships and everything. That sucked. Big time...
However, I'm hooked on Call of Duty: Black ops... Online gaming, that's the shit. It's a shame I suck at it... And, I switched from XBOX 360 to a PS3. Sorry Sony guys, NHL11 is much better on a 360...
"And people thought it wouldn't last..."
I know I haven't really updated recently, but I will in the future. I recently did a health check. I was having nightmares about me being forcefed raw meat, due to low protine. However, I was fine. I was in great shape actually. Except for the iron in my blood. It was a bit low. I had to get Hemofer. It's what they give to pregnant women. Imagine that.
Now I should be better soon I hope. I've got this nasty cold or flu or whatever it is. I'm still coughing. It sux.
Jesper came by work today. That was really nice. Haven't seen him in a long time...
Not that it matters, but I need to get this off my chest. My EVE account was hacked, I lost all my stuff, my ships and everything. That sucked. Big time...
However, I'm hooked on Call of Duty: Black ops... Online gaming, that's the shit. It's a shame I suck at it... And, I switched from XBOX 360 to a PS3. Sorry Sony guys, NHL11 is much better on a 360...
Ace of spades...
This is brilliant. Check it out.
Now, I'm pretty sure that The Jesus & Mary Chain should have been on this list.
Now, I'm pretty sure that The Jesus & Mary Chain should have been on this list.
Good f**king bye...
Taste the floor...
It's getting colder. And the shit situation is still around. The toilet is stuck and the bowl is full of, well, guess what... And it's not even mine!!! That sux. I mean, they recently changed pipes and that left me homeless for like three months.
Well, hopefully it's gonna get solved soon.
We went to Kolingsborg last night. Adolphson & Falk released a new box. I think it was called 1-0-0-1-0. And believe it or not, the box is blinking blue... Of course. What else...
They released it (from the stage onto the floor) at 10.10 PM, on the 10th of Oct (10), 2010... Well, you got it. 10/10/10, 10:10 PM.
I didn't buy it. I have all the vinyls. That's enough for me. But it was kinda cool to see Greg Fitzpatrick on stage.
Disappear...
I'm tired. Didn't sleep too good last night. And now, my back is killing me. Don't know what happend. Finished Uncharted 2: Among thieves yesterday. A bit sad it's already done. I liked them both. I played them back to back.
Upcoming weekend, I'm off for Kalmar/Karlskrona.
Today I've lived as a vegan för 150 days. And there has been no tobacco or snus för 140 days. Not too bad.
Upcoming weekend, I'm off for Kalmar/Karlskrona.
Today I've lived as a vegan för 150 days. And there has been no tobacco or snus för 140 days. Not too bad.
Cream...
Nope. It has nothing to do with that. This is just todays "interesting" facts.
Check it out. The history behind computer related symbols and stuff.
Check it out. The history behind computer related symbols and stuff.
Paper wings...
I feel bad for Adrien Brody. I like him as an actor. Why was he cast in the shit movie The Predators? One of the worst flicks I've seen... I think he might regret that one. Ok, AVP 2 was worse... But this one is reallt bad...
I even think he might regret he agreed to take part in this movie. At least I hope he does... It's really really bad...
From despair to where...
Can't sleep. I was checking out the nightlife last night with some friends from back home. You know your night is about to end when someone pukes on your shoes, right? No, it wasn't me. I don't drink. Just some drunk idiot we passed by. I can't wait to get back home to Stockholm.
I just read an interesting article in Aftonbladet. It was about Roger Nelson, Prince, The Symbol, Victor or The Artist Formely Known as Prince. I don't know what he's called nowdays, but let's just make it simple and call him Prince.
His new album, 20TEN is not avaible in stores or online. Only with some kind of magazine. (Like The Ark I guess. And I quite like their idea).
Prince decided to refuse the rights for his songs for youtube and iTunes. Because internet is not what's hot anymore. And he got in some sort of argument with iTunes about them wanting his songs in advance before they pay him.
This means, this guy is so loaded, he doesn't care if he sells any records or not. Imagine that. Or he is plain stupid.
I am a record collector. I love the physical media of a vinyl or CD. But I totally understand why some people choose to keep all their records in a digital form. It will only take up space on your harddrive. Not in your livingroom or where every you may keep your records. I do get that. I'm not for it, but I get it.
My experience tells me, iTunes actually works. And people buy stuff from there. But by all means, Prince, if you wanna have people downloading your songs without paying for them (because they will), be my guest...
And the rest of the people who would like to go to an actual recordstore to get your new album. Well I guess they can't either. It's nice to see someone trying to make their records avaible for people to buy.
I just read an interesting article in Aftonbladet. It was about Roger Nelson, Prince, The Symbol, Victor or The Artist Formely Known as Prince. I don't know what he's called nowdays, but let's just make it simple and call him Prince.
His new album, 20TEN is not avaible in stores or online. Only with some kind of magazine. (Like The Ark I guess. And I quite like their idea).
Prince decided to refuse the rights for his songs for youtube and iTunes. Because internet is not what's hot anymore. And he got in some sort of argument with iTunes about them wanting his songs in advance before they pay him.
This means, this guy is so loaded, he doesn't care if he sells any records or not. Imagine that. Or he is plain stupid.
I am a record collector. I love the physical media of a vinyl or CD. But I totally understand why some people choose to keep all their records in a digital form. It will only take up space on your harddrive. Not in your livingroom or where every you may keep your records. I do get that. I'm not for it, but I get it.
My experience tells me, iTunes actually works. And people buy stuff from there. But by all means, Prince, if you wanna have people downloading your songs without paying for them (because they will), be my guest...
And the rest of the people who would like to go to an actual recordstore to get your new album. Well I guess they can't either. It's nice to see someone trying to make their records avaible for people to buy.
Brain scraper death dive...
I don't know where to begin. My mind went blank. My brain stopped working, and I said stuff I actually didn't mean. Which is something I don't recommend. This cost me way too much. I don't even have a clue why I did what I did. I just did it. And it hurt like hell. I think I might have had one of the worst nights of my life.
I do care. I do give a fuck. But that's just words. Just like the ones I said yesterday. Which makes me sad. I shouldn't have. I wish I hadn't. But I did, and nothing can change that. This sux. So, what words do apply and which doesn't? How are you supposed to know? No one can, I suppose. And you can't take them back either.
I am empty. I guess it's too late to apologize anyway. What is done is done, and now I will have to live through this. It's cause and effect, all over again.
*87 days without snus
*97 days as a vegan
I do care. I do give a fuck. But that's just words. Just like the ones I said yesterday. Which makes me sad. I shouldn't have. I wish I hadn't. But I did, and nothing can change that. This sux. So, what words do apply and which doesn't? How are you supposed to know? No one can, I suppose. And you can't take them back either.
I am empty. I guess it's too late to apologize anyway. What is done is done, and now I will have to live through this. It's cause and effect, all over again.
*87 days without snus
*97 days as a vegan
War sucks, let's party!
Back at work. Everything is going very slow. My mind is not really at full capacity. I guess. It's a good thing, things are pretty slow at work now.
And for a mental note for myself:
*No snus for 68 days.
*Vegan for 78 days.
Time flies when your stomach is working better.
Worry rock...
I don't know why I worry about stuff. I just do. Stuff that doesn't concern me. Well, of course it does in some strange way. And I keep reading people in the precise wrong way. That sux to be honest. I thought, and oh no... That wasn't the case. However if this is like this, it must be, no... How about no. And then you disappoint people. And things are never what they seem. It doesn't matter what you do really, it's never gonna change. Some facts at least.
Well, we went to Copenhagen for a short trip, and it was nice. At least the train didn't stop for some strange reason and left us stranded in the middle of nowhere. Then we decided to go to Turkey. Why not? I've never been there before. We went to Antayla, a very old ancient city in the south of Turkey, just by the coast. It is a surprisingly large city. Over one million people actually live there. It was just a bit too hot. During the day it was around 30 with a humidity of 85%. That's way too high. We went to the beach, took a trip to the pirate caves and a big waterfall and strolled around the city. It was a nice experience. However, the only thing we could eat was a vegetarian casserole. I do not want to see one of those again. Being a vegan in Turkey, not very easy. We couldn't even find a falafel anywhere. And that was rather surprising.
Back home, we got attacked by a heatwave. That sucked. A lot. Now all I can do is to wish for some cooler weather. And my mind to be somewhere else. This sux. Actually, right now, life in general sux.
And no. I do not wish to talk about it.
Well, we went to Copenhagen for a short trip, and it was nice. At least the train didn't stop for some strange reason and left us stranded in the middle of nowhere. Then we decided to go to Turkey. Why not? I've never been there before. We went to Antayla, a very old ancient city in the south of Turkey, just by the coast. It is a surprisingly large city. Over one million people actually live there. It was just a bit too hot. During the day it was around 30 with a humidity of 85%. That's way too high. We went to the beach, took a trip to the pirate caves and a big waterfall and strolled around the city. It was a nice experience. However, the only thing we could eat was a vegetarian casserole. I do not want to see one of those again. Being a vegan in Turkey, not very easy. We couldn't even find a falafel anywhere. And that was rather surprising.
Back home, we got attacked by a heatwave. That sucked. A lot. Now all I can do is to wish for some cooler weather. And my mind to be somewhere else. This sux. Actually, right now, life in general sux.
And no. I do not wish to talk about it.
You can't always get what you want...
But of course...
Summer is here, vacation around the corner, a month without a lot of previous cravings. Still feeling good about it. Actually looking forward to my vacation. I need to get away for a while. We're off to CPH at least. And leaving the car back home as well. Should be good. I think.
Summer is here, vacation around the corner, a month without a lot of previous cravings. Still feeling good about it. Actually looking forward to my vacation. I need to get away for a while. We're off to CPH at least. And leaving the car back home as well. Should be good. I think.
Kebabträume...
Had a pretty nice weekend. Saturday we were supposed to help Fredrik with his relocation to Aspudden. However, he finished without our help. Later that evening, me and Maria went to Strand at Hornstull to check out D.A.F. Very entertaining. Sunday, a trip to Ikea with Fredrik, a nice meal and a bbq at Valla Torg. Then a long walk. Not too bad. Not at all.
High & dry...
Today it's mothers day. Miss you mom... Here's to you.
Shiela take a bow...
So, on the 27th of May, 2007, I left my beloved London for the life in Sweden. It's been three years now. And I can't believe how fast that time has passed. It feels like I got here a few months ago. Three years passed a bit too quickly.
About a year ago, I decided to get a flat, which I did, and finally it's all been sorted. Except for the stove. It arrived, with no powerlead, and now I can't hook it up. It's annoying to spend this much money on something, and not being able to use it.
I need some assistance. I hope to get it from my neighbour actually. We'll see about that.
Here's to Stockholm. 3 years. Cheers.
About a year ago, I decided to get a flat, which I did, and finally it's all been sorted. Except for the stove. It arrived, with no powerlead, and now I can't hook it up. It's annoying to spend this much money on something, and not being able to use it.
I need some assistance. I hope to get it from my neighbour actually. We'll see about that.
Here's to Stockholm. 3 years. Cheers.
HYPERPOWER!
On sunday me and some friends went to Hard Rock Café and had a nice dinner. I celebrated my birthday and was rather embarrassed when the staff came round to our table singing. Well, it was a very nice night anyway. Thank you all for showing up. And thanks for all the prezzies.
On my actual birthday, i was put in a straitjacket, fake pearls and a yellow hat, and put at the top of the staircase, while the promosluts saluted me with the usual birthday song. Cheers guys, for pushing me around the office in a straitjacket. I also got a very nice picture from Maria. And I got pancakes! Yum!
Thanks for all the FB congratulations. I was rather surprised and very happy about them all. I just can't believe, I'm actually 38 years old. Since I don't really feel that way, I guess I'll be good for a few more years. You never know...
13 days without snus.
23 days without meat.
And God knows how many days witout alcohol...
I feel f*cking great!
Datakill...
I love the Google logos. This one is like the coolest ever. You can actually play the game as well. I love Pacman.
Knowledge...
I am worried. I haven't heard from you in a long time. Where are you? Noone seems to know. I've tried to call you, but your phone is switched off. Gimme a call mate...
My life has taken a change for the good. I'm filled with energy. It's been years since I've felt his good actually. I don't think anyone will be astonished by the fact I decided to quit drinking all togheter. I also decided to quit doing the tobaccothingie called snus. I no longer smoke anyway. It's been 2 years since i quit that. And then, while I was on a roll, I decided to quit meat too. I mean, why not?
I haven't had any meat, egg or milk in 17 days. And I haven't had a snus for 10 days. Can you believe that? Am I turning into a vegan? Well, I don't know. Perhaps I am. I'll give it a go at least. My meat eating days, those are over for sure. And it's all thanks to Maria. Good food will never kill you, right? Now I need to sing that song about horses. Perhaps I am losing my mind after all...
Look at my horse...
My life has taken a change for the good. I'm filled with energy. It's been years since I've felt his good actually. I don't think anyone will be astonished by the fact I decided to quit drinking all togheter. I also decided to quit doing the tobaccothingie called snus. I no longer smoke anyway. It's been 2 years since i quit that. And then, while I was on a roll, I decided to quit meat too. I mean, why not?
I haven't had any meat, egg or milk in 17 days. And I haven't had a snus for 10 days. Can you believe that? Am I turning into a vegan? Well, I don't know. Perhaps I am. I'll give it a go at least. My meat eating days, those are over for sure. And it's all thanks to Maria. Good food will never kill you, right? Now I need to sing that song about horses. Perhaps I am losing my mind after all...
Look at my horse...